Pinatawad. Pinalaya. Inibig

 "God must have meant for us to laugh through our pain, because He stirred an enormous measure of absurdity into the Universe when He mixed the batter of creation." -Christopher Snow (p. 289) "All time is eternally present, leading inexorably to an end that we believe results from our actions but over which our control is mere illusion." - T.S. Elliot (362) "The hardest thing I had ever had to do in my life- harder than attending my mother's funeral, harder than sitting by my father's deathbed- was to leave Bobby alone." -Christopher Snow (p. 380) *THIS LINE REALLY TOUCHED ME SO MUCH. HOW SNOW AND BOBBY TREASURED EACH OTHER... SO SWEET! "...all time is unredeemable, and what will be will be. What might have been- that's an illusion, because the only thing that could have happened is what does happen, and there is not anything we can do to change it because we are doomed by destiny." -Christopher Snow (p. 4...

I just finished another Dean Koontz' masterpiece.- the book picture above! Yeah, that's right. It was already in my shelve right after I finished the last page for the story. This is actually my third book of Koontz. (1st was the INTENSITY, secondly, THE GOOD GUY, and then this book ) Napakaganda ng story! Actually, nung nasa 5th page na ako, nabored talaga ako sa librong ito kasi ang daming pasakalye. Nakakatamad basahin lalo na sobrang poetic. Pero nung narealized ko sayang naman yung perang ginastos ko para bilhin ito, pinagtyagaan ko na. At yun, di naman talaga ako nagsisi. Buti na lang, haha. Natatawa kasi ako sa sobrang galing ng imagination ng author sa libro na ito. If you want to borrow the book from me, it's my pleasure to lend it. Kasi hindi kayo magsisisi. One of my favorite parts in the novel was when Christopher and Bobby were exchanging goodbye words with each other. Thinking that Bobby will die anytime. Nakakaiyak! And ofcourse, the reunion of...

I just finished a book lately. For only two days, I reached the last page. I bought this after I received my last stipend from my scholarship, which was actually late given to me. But it's okay, anyway. P1500 is not bad. I ate alone at a restaurant, then bought two books- which one of them is what I am talking about. The title is THE GOOD GUY by Dean Koontz. He is really an awesome author. I read twice of his works. And this one was the third- I think. And that's it. I don't like to discuss the plot of the story but I assure you, this book is a  non-stop page-turner book. Awesome story.Try to visit this: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Good_Guy The leading character was --oopps! I forgot the name. I'm sorry. If you want to borrow it from me, sure. Haha. Bye! Be a good guy. Take care.

Only a foolish person would ignore a siren or a warning. Why, then, do we often overlook or ignore the shocking alarms that appear in Scriptures? Jesus did not want us to be caught off guard by spiritual truths, no matter how unsettling they may be. For this reason, He honestly and meticulously revealed in Scripture obvious areas of caution for His people. One of those clear warnings was the absolute reality of a final judgement and the subsequent punishment for those not found in Christ. Simply put, He wanted us to know about HELL. Many people are uncomfortable with the notion of hell. Some even declare that hell is impossible because it contradicts their view of God. But we must never allow emotions to color the way we interpret the Scripture. God's word is not here not only to make us feel better, but to reveal the truth. Therefore, we cannot allow our discomfort with the issue to distract our attention. We must never attempt to bend God's word to fit around our human...

Ignite! Fan into Flame! Camp Verse: 2 Timothy 1:6 "For this reason I remind you to fan into flame the gift of God, which is in you through the laying on of my hands." Sa Isetann Recto- papuntang camp site sa kwarto namin,kararating pa lang. cj.kath.me room mates ko! babad sa init.i love this activity. Yes Lord! Our water baptism! the submerging moment! sarap ng feeling! I am born again!   With all the campers I will never forget this encounter! Go Torch Team! Kung ang Youth Alive Lord si Lord, we the Torch nag-aalab kay Lord! Thank you Father! Thank you so much!

Love you Lord! Grabe po yung service kahapon, April 24, 2011. It was so intense! The power of the Holy Spirit was in the people, especially to me. I cried. I shed a lot of tears. Parang yung bigat na nararamdaman ko sumama dun sa mga luha ko. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam kapag ganoon Lord! Salamat po talaga! Nakaka -inspire yung mga AVP na pinakita tungkol sa resurrection of Jesus Christ! Doon pa lang umiiyak na yung mga tao. Punong puno po yung auditorium and the good thing is Lord, hallelujah, ang daming nag-receive na mga tao! Masaya po ako sa service kahapon at hanggang ngayon dala dala ko pa din yung natutunan ko, at patuloy kong dadalhin hanggang madami akong matulungan na mga kaluluwa! Father, use me! Make me available to your word! I am praying that ECG will continue and never let any hindrances along the way stop me from doing your work. Give me patience Father! I need it and I know everything is in control. Do not let me worry on insignificant details. Keep me on fir...

Hindi ko pa kasi siya masyadong kilala. At tska ang pag-uusap namin hindi nakikita ang bawat isa. Sa tingin ko, mabait naman siyang tao. At may pagkakataon pa siyang mas maging mabuti. Sa mga nalalaman ko at nakikita ko tungkol sa kanya, isa siyang nawawalang kaluluwa . Kaya siguro ganito na lang ang aking nararamdaman para kanya. Sa totoo lang hindi naman ako kinikilig talaga. Kahit pa yun ang nakikita ng iilan sa mga ngiti at reaksiyon ko. Wala naman kasi akong habol na isang romantikong bagay mula sa kanya. Basta gusto ko lang siyang maging KAIBIGAN . Hindi KA-IBIGAN. Hahahahaha. Hala, bakit ko ba siya dito kinukwento? Siguro matagal na kasi nang huling magkaroon ako ng isang tunay na hinahangaan. Isang paghanga. Sana sa oras na magkausap na ang aming mga mata, sana magtagumpay ako sa kagustuhan ko na makilala ko siya. Marami akong gustong sabihin sa kanya, kahit mukha siyang masungit. Lalo pa at gusto ko din na sabay kaming magkikita sa Langit.

Lord, yes Father... Kayo ng bahala sa akin ha! In Jesus Name.Amen.

Hello! Grabe, ang tagal kong nawala. Last January pa yung huling post ko, Anyways ang daming nangyari sa February ko. Siguro yung pinaka higlight is our PUP ECE Batch 2010-2011 Baguio Tour! From Feb 21-28, ang daming nangyari na hindi ko nasulat sa blog ko! Pero ayos lang, di ko naman malilimutan lahat ng nangyari doon lalo na yung pagakyat namin ng bundok Sto. Tomas! It was really a wonderful expererience. Ang dami ko din natutunan sa walong araw na yun with all my 171 batchmates, pati na rin sa mga professors ko. Here are some pictures from the tour... with Marion- ang aking masugid na katabi sa bus at Loakan Airport Runway sa PMA paakyat ng Mt. Sto Tomas sarap dito! with my classmates with Kevs, pababa na ng bundok at SM Baguio pauwi na kami nito sa Manila

Oh Lord! Sobrang bilis po talaga ng oras. Parang kailan lang yung panahong iniisip ko kung ano mangyayari sa araw na to, tapos eto na pala. Ang dami kong blessing Lord, this past 2010! Di ko maipaliwanag yung saya. Salamat po ng madami for not leaving me every step that I take, every move that I make...haha.Parang lyrics lang sa kanta. Pero seryoso po yan Lord. Here is a summary of my blessings last 2010: -I passed the Civil Service Sub-Pro Exam -Maayos ko namang na-celebrate ang 20th birthday ko! - I passed my 4th year and my 5th year 1st semester - Natapos din ang Thesis namin! -Akalain mo Lord, VPAA pa din ako at kinaya ko ang pagiging ECESS officer - Scholar pa din ako nila mama and papa and ng qc Sydp program - Tagumpay ang 1st Grand reunion ng Wagadugs - Walang  sakit ang family ko! - Healthy si Nj, ang aking unang pamangkin and 4 months old na siya. - And siguro yung pinaka-ultimate is the foundation of ECG! Sana Lord mas madami pa kaming maalagaan na mga sec...